How my my heart hates this world, yet loves it within the same breath. It is filled with sorrow, and anger at what surrounds me everyday. It cries out, and rejoices within the moments. What a conflicted creature am I that such emotions fill my heart from beginning to end of day, and yet, I rejoice in that conflicted being which I have become. There are times that I feel as though the waves of grief shall overcome my mind, and overwhelm my heart. I cry out to the Lord to take away this agony of which plagues my heart daily since I can remember. The reply has continued to be the same, one of which I thought was silent apathy for my circumstance, but now, blessed with new wisdom and understanding, I realize that that silence was not truly silence. It was a calling to search for the answers. To pursue knowledge, to desire wisdom, to crave understanding. "But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the...
Philosophy, Theology, Short Stories, and just Random Thoughts that pop up within my head. Here, you will find a collection of some of my old writings, and new ones that I am working on. Let us contemplate the things of life, and discuss the depths of the soul. -P. DeHart